Sad, but not angry.

I dreamt about chilling with my friends. Cant really picture the surroundings. It was all white, but i was in between 2 of my closest galpal's, 1 of wish is by bestfriend. We we're having fun, everyone, talking, crapping about stuff.

Another group of guys come along. We dont know them, theyre talking amongst themselves. One of them starts staring at my best friends boobs, but trying to pretend that he wasnt. It was obvious anyway. My best friend see's it, but doesnt react. In fact, she seems to enjoy it..perhaps the dude is attractive?

I get anonyed. I stare at him, letting him know that i see what his eyes see. But it doesnt shake him. He comes and chats up with us. I sense that they dont really like him that much, but then again, he hasnt done anything.

He makes a stupid joke, i pretend to think its really funny and laugh madly. And then just stop laughing. Its obvious now to everyone that i dont like him. I wished he would go.

Next, he invites whoever is interested (but really asking my best friend) to look at some pictures (why pictures?!?!) in his car. To my suprise and astonishment, all the girls go..including my best friend. Not a moments hesitation to consider my feelings towards this other being. She seemed really happy to go with this dude. The guys start to go, but come back. They understand. But not the girls.

So why am i sad, but not angry?