Ant-like

Its tough being a man. Yeah. We dont have PMS. Shiet.

A bullet with butterfly wings? A beatiful thing that will kill you? Could he be talking about words. By that defintion i think so.

Why do i struggle so to be who i am? What am i. I wonder what words come to mind when people i know think of me. I hope confused isnt one of it. What words would i use?

1. Lost

That makes me angry. Who am i? I use the word angry for the lack of a better word right now. Its more of a combination of angry+confusion+distant+empty

A.C.D.E? Hmmm

maybe with a little re-arranging...i;ve got a new word. D.A.C.E. I;m feeling dace-d.

Its one thing to know what you want to do in life, but thats NOT you. YOU are YOU. Like that guy or girl you know, who has an amazing capacity to be funny. When we think of that person, we think of how funny he is. Whether or not he is rich, or studying some obscure religion, it is secondary.

Is there any such thing as "YOU are YOU"? Or are we constantly changing as who we are? To assume that life's experiences doesnt change us is arrogant. But why do some ppl continue to remain stubborn...or get even more stubborn as they get older? Not only that, but stubborn and righteous! So damn righteous. Stuck in their own little bubble?

No man(man or woman) is an island. Got that from a nice Hugh grant movie. But all men are islands, but under the water, we are all joined. Same movie.